Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Eagles Wings

You are the eagles wings that we sing about.

How is it that the eagle's wings have grown sick?

Your faith is like something I will never know

Thursday, September 3, 2009

when superman catches a cold.

stomach beating itself senseless
heart pounding
mind wandering
blood rushing
tears flowing
fever rising
body shaking

The future distraught

...superman has a cold

only can superman ever know he has one?

see superman trained himself to always think he could carry the weight of the world.
after all nobody else wanted to right...?

Superman ignores the things you and I pay attention too, like a cold. in fact he doesn't even realize he has one,
because he's too busy doing things for others, cause it's all he knows...the only problem is that superman doesn't understand that one person can't carry everything.

Superman met lois. A woman who was more alive then even himself. She was passion,fire, beauty and brain..the worlds deadliest weapons,

When superman showed lois that he would always be there for her,,,he forgot to listen that she would do better,
he promised to take away the pains of yesterday so should she never be held back.

again he forgot to listen.

for she would be the one to push him and help him live.

(superman heard all the words and loved them and believed them, only he never really listened)


only problem is...superman didn't listen.


When superman caught a cold, he didn't listen.

Lois had enough and let him suffer. For the hurt wasnt in the cold. It was that he didn't listen.


Without you there is no me, without you i'm going to sit here with a cold.

(...I promise I will never bring you hurt again. I lost what i had and I promise I will always listen. I'm not like the guy who caught that cold. I'm the guy that listens to make sure it's no more...)


without you lois, I'm only a boy.

with you the sky is the limit.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

What's the point of being a decent human being



if all thats ever going to happen is that you fuck yourself into getting fucked.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

One day

One day I'm going to wake up and be able to breath.

One day I'm going to not feel blame.

One day I'm going to not see faults that don't exist.

One day I'm going to have someone tell me thank you.

One day I'm going to find out what I should be doing

One day I'm going to get married

One day I'm going to have kids

One day I'm going to be appreciated

One day I'm going to teach

One day I'm going to change people's lives

One day I'm going to leave a foot print

One day I'm going to die.

One day I'm gong to heaven.







These days are long overdue. I'm young, i'll give you that. My life experience may not be a broad as others, but that doesn't mean it doesn't have more value. I shouldn't know some of the things I know. I shouldn't have to do some of the things I do. And the most scary part of all of this, is that I KNOW, if I didn't do it, nobody else would.

I knew J.M. Barrie had it right. never grow up. It's the worst thing of life.

Now that I'm well on my way. I want these days more then ever. You once gave me hope, that's the best thing that's ever happened to me. I take it back, you are the best thing to ever happen to me. These days are coming. I love you. And i'll never stop. You'll always be my first pick. It's you over any.